AFM of Peace
(Sept.10,11,12, 2005)
Here I am again to share with you my beautiful experience during the last three days. That is to say: Sept. 10, 11, and 12, 2005. Yes! There are too much to catch up one the AFM of Peace News. Too many things happened since my last reportage. I am presently a bit wrecked temporarily physically and emotionally. Here are the reasons:
On Sept. 10, I presented the film: Jeannette of Nazareth at OPL in the National Capital of Canada. Without mentioning the preparation for this event, and the rehearsal for program before running the film. Starting with St-Francis Assisi peace prayer followed by a bilingual speech, then I played FREEDOM on the keyboard; last but not least before running the film, I sang along with Neil Diamond Lonely Looking Sky while projecting on the giant screen a video clip from Jonathan Livingston Seagull movie. At times during the end of the film, I sang and danced with colourful veils. Isn’t this original? Yes indeed, there were very few people; but as I always said. For one person or 1000 people, I would give my 100% anyway. For it is not the quantity which counts, but the audience’s will and intention to welcome the AFM of Peace in their heart. After this event, I wished to take E. and the volunteers (children) to the restaurant as I have been doing for about four years. Unfortunately, I was totally broke... Isn’t this awful! I am still unemployed; doors so far are still shut before me. For I had less than $1 in my pocket…I told the kids; it is okay! I will catch up on this at a later time. In the meantime, I gave them a bag of candies and a few gums.
This same evening, I rushed to my friend’s place who reside in Ottawa and comes from the Holy Land. For, I had to borrow some money urgently and simultaneously bring comfort to her and her husband who are ill. One has asthma, and the other has cancer. Their sweet daughter called J. which means Paradise and their three cute grandchildren joined us around 8:00 p.m. We all gathered in one room like one family to watch some video-clips from the PEACE presentation which I did in Lyon this summer. This family was always very supportive. They had very encouraging comments and have always given me moral support for 20 years now. Unfortunately, as the husband smokes cigarettes heavily and I am allergic to this, I was not able to sleep well. So on early Sept. 11, I headed back home at 6:00 a.m. to catch my bus home. For, I had a busy schedule for this special memorial day.
On my arrival home, I was faced with many requests simultaneously:
Here we are at the hospital at 10:00 a.m. to visit our special friend C. I brought her a nice bouquet of flowers in a porcelain vase decorated with blue dolphins. For C’s favourite sport is swimming. She was not able to talk and she was hooked to all kinds of tubes. Last week-end, my friend and I took her on a 1000 Island boat ride to help her recover. We spent the whole day together. It was a marvelous experience! At her arrival, she was so pale and yellowish to the point that broke my heart and she had so much trouble walking. By the end of the day, she was revived and regained her strength, energy, and smile. We laughed so much on this day, made jokes, and had lots of fun. The next day we dedicated a bit over 6 hours at her residence to bring comfort to her and collect some documentations and filming pictures which are the most memorial to C. We also conducted brief interview to prepare a short memorial film upon C. request to leave for her four children whom she love. While in the hospital, we put our hands on her forehead to express our sincere care and love reassuring her that healing through God’s intercession is not impossible. I did a healing prayer as well as my friend did too. About an hour later we left C. conveying this matter, which is beyond our ability, in the hands of the Lord.
Shortly after this moving and touching experience, I went back home getting ready for my little AFM of Peace mission to sing and dance in the heart of the public on Major Hill stage. This preparation took a good hour and a half. I got my little karaoke, some veils, spare batteries, a bottle of water, my bilingual banners which say: Joy & Peace to the Whole World, pre-recorded audio-cassettes, some documentations, spare socks, etc…I got off at Alexandria Bridge in Hull; walked bared feet all along the bridge while addressing my prayer to God to bless me and give me the courage to fulfill this humanitarian mission on this very day of Sept. 11, 2005. I decorated the stage and I started my show (prayers, singing, and dancing) at 3:00 p.m. sharp. There were many people up by the Jacques Cartier Statue enjoying the one of the most beautiful spot ever found in the whole world. The weather was beautiful, the wind was a bit strong for the veils, so I had to slow my movement especially during the dancing on Ave Maria. People were enthusiastic and applauded now and then. It was like real premeditated audience. Very encouraging. As I said it before during a T.V. interview: I do this for the God’s glory and my love for Humanity. So, if there are people or not, I do it anyway! I simply fly FREE up high in the sky in unity with my Lord and the angels in Heaven, His creation on Earth (birds, Mother Nature, Humanity etc.). Around 6:00 p.m. I was already exhausted and being exposed under the sun, my migraines came back again…my feet were in pain. I rarely leave this fast. I guess the fatigue from the previous day activities wrecked all my energy. I guess, Jeannette is getting old…I concluded my day by giving and ear candle treatment to my friend who had the Labyrinthite (an ear infection which causes drowsiness). And so, I did celebrate another Sept. 11 Memorial Day. Long live Humanity!
Ah the nasty Sept. 11, 2001! Who can forget this black day? The whole world were in great trembling emotional shock. For the first time, the occidental word especially North America woke up for the first time realizing that there were hidden critical unresolved political problems somewhere in our mysterious big world. Oh no! Never shall we ever forget this striking sad event. As I said it Play #1: “I thought at one point that the world was coming to an end”…and Humanity lost its senses. Didn’t you think the same? I remember on this horrible day, C. E. and I were arriving to Montreal to do our massage therapy tests and to get registered officially with the AMPQ. As I got the bad news from this association which we were visiting, I cracked up in tears... I could not believe what I was hearing while saying to myself: “ Here again another slap on the face for all the Arabs; as if we needed another curse which will promote through this live horror movie: discrimination and racism. I was in great emotional shock. C. who has a big heart, took me in her arms. I cried out loud and burst all the frustration and pain from deep in my heart for witnessing again the awful fate and bad destiny of this cursed nation world-wide. In the fist half of the 19th century the Jews were victims under the Evil Hitler Horror. In the second half of the same century till today this sacrificed spirit of innocence has switched to the World Arab Nation. Now we may wish to ask the following question: who will be next on the list? Yes, it is awful how evil is playing games with humanity being under his hands...I wish I could stop it. On this devastating unbearable black Sept. day, I wished in this sour torment negative vibration, I would die. I am convinced till today that behind this destructive cruel event there are some mischievous unrevealed hidden facts which cover truth. The Arab Nation, in particular the Egyptian were the source of every human civilization which was brought to Europe by Alexander the Great. Understanding their psychology and nature of this nation, I still cannot digest the idea that they are totally responsible for Sept. 11, 2001 act. Im-po-ssi-ble!! It is just does not make sense to me; there were other hidden motives behind this unresolved mystery. Who's responsible for this terrible terrorist act? No one knows exactly. One day Truth shall reveal itself. Do you see what I see? Something is fishy in this matter. In time and place the Lord shall unveil the mask of those who were behind this unethical act. It is said in the Bible “ ..no spit can ever stay hidden under a rock..” Meanwhile, we entrust this matter in the hands of the Ultimate Power, God of Mercy and Love while100 million population inevitably continue to suffer the consequences. Yes! It is unfair! I guess it will be our fate till truth eventually get revealed! We will live to discover the truth? I truly do not know... This matter is utterly transmitted in the hands of God.
Sept. 12, 2005; it is a special day for all the Palestinians in particular people in the West Territories. Gaza and Ramallah in particular. Hooray! I taped a clip of the news to relive this beautiful experience of a victory after 38 years of captivity. No! Of course, they are left with debris, but their soul shall lift up high beyond all misery on this day to thank the Lord for the next giant step of the declaration of a Palestinian State which I hope will come very soon. Let us applaud for the promising peace and the Big Victory to the Jews as well as the Arabs for achieving this giant step towards peace. For when PEACE reign anywhere in our world; there are no losers. Both parties WIN alike. It takes at least two opposite parties to create Peace. So Hooray to both nations: The Arabs and the Jews!No more violence, No more war! (1) I hope! Yes, it takes time to heal from a history of suffering of 38 long years's occupation.
I never forget the Six Day War on this year of 1967 lead by Moshe Dayan in the Sanai big Desert. I was in Nazareth then. Soon after in same year, I escaped from my home secretly to Hospice St-Vincent de Paul in Jerusalem with a few liras in my pocket. No luggages nor a purse! Just enough money to purchase the bus ticket to get me there. What a great risk at the age of 16 ! Yes you can say with me sweet sixteen! I truly do not know whether it was sweet or sour...May be both simultaneously... On this same unforgettable year in Jerusalem, one day as I was late for lunch, I slipped off the slippery stairs and broke my wrist of my right hand and twisted the other. As it was ‘Yom Shabbat’ the emergency hospital department was closed. Fortunately, this gave me the opportunity to visit Bethlehem's Hospital which was run by Sisters of Charity too. I was overwhelmed by this three-day visit in a part of the world which relates directly to my spirit. It so far away from reach yet so close geographically speaking: Sweet Bethlehem Holy City where Jesus was born. Forgive Humanity for committing errors through human weaknesses during the last two years! Finally you have been given wing to fly FREE! Yeh!
Never shall I forget the freshly baked tasty hot bread (3) which I never tasted before in my whole life which was given to me with care, love by the sweet nuns! I was treated there like a princess with such warm welcome. I was overwhelmed by the positive healthy energy which surrounded me. (Someone told me recently: that I am a princess). I say: aren’t we all princes and princesses of God? Anyway, it was beyond all words can ever describe! This hospital was run by Sister of Charity as it for St-Vincent de Paul. They kept me there three days. Do you see how humanity was alive then? If I may compare it with King Louis XVI Golden Age. In our days, when anyone has a fracture; don’t we rush them home too fast? The same is done to mothers after giving birth... What is happening to Humanity? Why money is taking over this precious Creation of God? What can we do about it? Where did we go wrong? Is it too late to repair the committed errors? Why there are less and less doctors available in our days when the Apocalypse is announcing things to get worse? Is it true? Do you believe in this? If so, how are we going to go through it safely? Do we have some evidence of this fact such as: the escalation of human misery? What about the authentic spiritual leaders: the souls doctors? They are less of them too. Who has taken their place and why? Why more and more churches are shutting their doors? What is happening to Human faith in the Creator, God of Love and Source of Life? I invite Humanity to meditate and ponder on these critical questions…Life is not easy anymore…Family are breaking apart. Homosexuality is promoted. Family ties are weakened and the spirit of constructive and solidarity seem to vanish and dissipate. Big families are discouraged and individualism is promoted. Can Man live and survive alone today with his imaginary friend: the Cell Phone? What happened to this child enclosed in a cell since birth totally deprived from any physical human contact which was done in a cruel experimentation by a German psychologist or psychiatrist. Did the child survive? If not, why did he die? Why elders, the sick are dying in absence of love? What about our youth who are opting for suicide? Can we help these helpless people or is it too late? No of course not! I always say it is never too late to do anything. It is better to do something about it now than never…I invite the young and the old to contribute his gifts, skills, and talents no matter how little or how much each of us is willing to reach out to our society and the whole world.
This is one of the main reason, Sept. 11, 2001 event shook the whole world up. It was an alarming event to warn Humanity that it is reaching a critical stage. Mother Nature is revolting against egoism and materialism which is menacing our survival. Something is gone wrong somewhere on the road…What it is? How can Man resolve this urgent problem? As an answer to this, I wrote Play #1: Victory over Shyness, Pride, and Fear of Ridicule struggling to reach out to Humanity and hoping it is never too late to save Humanity and Mother Earth. For sadly to say, Humanity has been rejected and replaced by Money (materialism). So, as we can see, money was set up as a goal for some people. Yet, Aristotle in his famous book of Ethics declared that it should only be used as means no more…
While laying this question in the Heart of all Humanity, I ask everyone of us to reflect on these issues; and please, do something about it as soon as possible without any red tape or delay. I repeat again and again: In solidarity, no individualism is aloud, we shall vanquish all human misery and save our achy planet. Victory was, is, and will always be to Humanity! Materialism should be submitted to lift up human spirit and never to humiliate or degrade it.
For there are so much alternative possiblities to tackle many of our serious problems which the world is tday faced with. I encourage those who have the power to change things to enbetter our world, and to please do so. For we have so much to catch up on things te repair what has been destroyed in our heart and in this beautiful universe. We ought not to be discouraged. One step each day will keep the problems away...and together we have the power to turn our world into a Paradise. All it takes is the good will to open the channel between our Creator and His children (Humanity) to allow Him to bring healing to our wounds and help us live in Joy and Peace.
May Joy and Peace Reign in the Heart all Humanity
who are suffering now and forever! Amen!
1. Song: La Guérison et la Libération de l’Âme (Healing and Liberation of the Soul). Composed by J.de N. for Sept.11, 2001 victims and all people who are victims of wars, violence, and misery.
2. Play #1: Victory over Shyness, Pride, and Fear of Ridicule.
3.Speaking of the bread: There were tests conducted recently to compare the energy found in both loaves of bread. One was run on a machine while the other was prepared manually (hand made) with care and love. The researcher found no energy at all whatsoever in the first one while plenty of energy in the second.
Composed by: Jeannette of Nazareth
Sept. 12 and revised Sept. 14, 2005
at 3:00 p.m. In CANADA
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